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September 04, 2003

Anti-smoking bullshit - Followup

i was just reading over the things i'd wrote in the past... and saw the post about anti-smokers and how much they piss me off! anyway... i quit smoking recently... it was difficult for a little bit, it actually hurt some... like... um... how do i explain this... it was like my lungs were on fire... not that extreem, but the same kind of thing... they were burning... and then they would start to feel hollow and empty... void of anything... like they were trying to collapse all the time... anyway... yeah... i still hold the same beleif tohugh... people should be able to smoke... i don't see the problem... like, really... if I want to go to a bar, and not have people smoking around me... then i can go to a non-smoking bar... i don't have to be able to go to EVERY bar, and still have the convenience of being able to sit with no smoke in the air... that's not right...

so... this is what i say... if all the fricken non-smoking freaks who are trying to prevent smoking on earth in general want to be able to go places that are smoke free... then, fine... go to smoke free places... but it's not your right to say that every place should be smoke free, because you might want to go there someday and sit with no smoke... if you believe that that's fair of you to decide... then you really need to get your head examined... that's a judgement call that can't be made by people... it's not right, it's not fair, it's unjust...


Say Wha???

what time is it when it's over?
what thought will fill your mind?
what day will be the next one?
what does it matter? why?
what about the starting?
what was it like, and when?
what was the matter with what it was?
and why can't we pretend?

why can't things be forgotten?
why must we remember everything?
why do we think it's important?
why can we not see?
why are the things saught, hidden?
why don't you want to look?
why not check what's up with me?
and when will it be spring?

when do you think the time will come?
when it does, will we know?
when could things be ready?
when would you want to go?
when will we be moving?
when will our souls be one?
when does the answer show itself?
and where are you to show?

where will this road take us?
where will our path prove to lead?
where will we be when we get there?
where were we when we left?
where, when we were younger where were we back then?
where were all our dreams?
and were they just prettend?

were we really care free?
were we always on the run?
were we filled with energy?
were we ignorant, in bliss?
were we enjoying life for what it wasn't?
were we right when we did this?
were we happy without questions?
were we happy without truth?
were we always hiding from ourselves?
and... what time is it?

September 03, 2003

... meh... ...

The world is full of anger...
my soul is filled with hate...
the thing that keeps me going...
is that i'm trapped by fate...
the ugly thoughts returning...
making things go bye...
the end of every morning...
hiding from the sky...
thinking about returning...
back to where i'm from...
hiding in the open...
hiding, but what from...
a world once filled with love...
has been drained of all that was...
the world is filled with hatred...
my soul no-longer does...